Yes I’m a fuckup But I wish I could go one day without feeling that way. Two wrongs dont make a right, and I should’ve never done some of the things I’ve done. & If I could go back, I wouldn’t. But I can’t & I have to live with that every single day.
Can I honestly just have someone who knows what they have while they have it? Or am I not good enough, because thats how you make me feel. Compliments every now & then would be wonderful. I can’t just let go, that’s the hardest part.
I think I have an obsession with weddings. I love watching shows about them, going to them in person, and looking at pictures. Wedding dresses are just gorgeous. & I adore rings in general.
Cant wait for my own, If It ever happens.
(Source: weheartit.com)
I dont think I’ve ever felt so fucking alone. An hour away from my friends shouldn’t change how much I see them, But it does. It also shows how many of them are my real friends; not just someone to hangout with when they’re bored. And yes, I have family, and have those lovely family issues. Right now, I’ve never felt so distant from them. This sounds cliche, but I can be around tons and tons of people, feeling alone and invisible. I’m usually a happy upbeat person, and I dont know where that part of me went. I just want to be happy again. For things to go right. Please?
buttonfeeling unapreciated ? don’t. because one day someone who is perfect for you is going to come into your life, and make you feel as happy and complete as you deserve to be. to them...
because every girl is.
